I´m not who I used to be

screaming in night

 making tears from blood

 killing dreams.

 I thought I´ll be fine

 for a liitle while

 but I´m not

this is too far.

 I hope I´ll wake,

one night from this pain,

 will rise again,

 full of life.

 I don´t wanna be broken,

 not like I used to be,

I want live for myself,

no for hate.

 I´m not who I have to be,

 when everyone want my help,

 I need it too,

 but there´s noone,

 who can,

 heal me.

 I´m screaming again,

´cause night fall again,

 and my tears are red,

 I feel ,

 no hope for me,

 I´m not who I used to be.